Thursday 28 April 2016

Woods

I wonder if there's any way out of here.
There’s only two shades of black:
Air black and tree black, you
Can't move more than a metre before
A root uproots you,
Trips you up, smirking and
Sinks back into the soil.
The trees reach far, far
Into the sky, meshed overhead
And twined together, locking
Hands, to mess you up.
To try and make you forget
The sky was ever there.

There’s a patch of sunlight I've been chasing.
I remember that, I was told to
Find the light, and I’ve tried
For however many days -
I figure when I find it,
If I stay ever-so still,
It will beam me out of here
Some powerful alien spotlight.

If I really squint, I can see
The branches spreading thin and sparse
Across the remnants of an indigo sky.
They look like
The fringes and frays of a
Worn out broken black cloth
Sold creased up in the 50p bin
Down the Market on a Saturday.
No, they look more like
Spindly fingers creeping and crawling
Reaching for something in the air
But held back by their age and evil-ness.
Their eyes in their nails,
Glancing down at me with
Sharp and tired disdain.
Perfectly silhouetted.

Will I ever be
Out of the woods?
I've been here a while now,
For however many years.

But when I find it…
That perfect sphere of golden light
When I find it - it will -
Will melt away the dark eyed branches,
The tricksy scheming mirthless roots
It will beam light into me
So so so bright
So so so hot
So even if I never find my way
Out of the woods
At least, at the very end
I'll be warm.

Tuesday 12 April 2016

Warmth

I'm having a right lols of a life,
And the novelty isn't wearing off:
That y
ou can be this full of joy
With no one being in love with you.
But I...
I'm in love with everything
Light, sunshine, friends, warmth
So
Much
Laughter
So much comfort
In my own little body
In my peaceful little head
In the smiles I rally around the Southbank
In the complete abandonment to Time,
To the World.
I so unfaltingly trust you.
And with this much hope,
This much space in my head,
What can't I learn?
What can't I do?
What could go wrong?